conditional LOVE...

Yesterday, i was having this conversation with a friend of mine. He was "worrying" about my "future" as usual. He kept asking me how long I intended on going on like this? He asks me every other day, "Are you over her yet?" I wish i could permanently etch in his mind - "I CANNOT get over her." Nor do i want to. She makes me happy.
This conversation however, led me to ponder upon some strange conditions people lay down before they "fall" in love.

I'll love you if you love me back.

I'll love you if you go out with me.

I'll love if you are thin.

I'll love you if you do things my way.

I'll love you if you buy me a bigger n better gifts for my every birthday!

I'll love you as long as nobody else loves me more than you.

I'll love you until i find someone better!

I am sure I could go on for really long, but i would rather refrain from such indulgence. I see it so often these days and every time it just saddens me further. I really don't mean to force my opinions upon any other person but i wish people would see the essence of this sanctity. And even if they have no desire to, i really do wish they'd stop forcing their worldly wisdom on me. At the end of your life, if you've lived in so much shallowness you'll die with regrets! You'll repent because you never really lived! You never lived for yourself! Always for "the world" and its various farces!

I am happy because I live the only way i think is right!

I am happy because I am proud of possessing something most people are too unfortunate to even realize!

I am happy because I have loved and have been loved!

I am an obstinate, unrelenting, "blind" believer, if you will! Don't ever try to waver my convictions. You'll just be disappointed.